1. I was once a dream catcher who always tried my best to juggle the best. It's pretty astonishing that when you believe yourself with strong will and dedicate efforts to dreams that seem unreachable. As the saying goes,"Success comes in cans, not can'ts". The crux is not about the dreams whether they seem attainable or not but it's the intense motivation in someone's mind that drives the actions. Instead of hovering over the fence, one should just jump off it, ready to take all possible challenges. Whenever I think about the impetuous experiences in the past, I actually can't believe or retrieve the courages i had for something that seems so unrealistic and impossible now. I jumped on the dream wagon, went through an amazing journey. Nevertheless I've lost that thing, that motivation, that urge, that fancy, which makes me feel completely insecure in the condition full of uncertainties. Nothing is worser than the losing of inner strength, the strength everyone has to distinguish themselves from the crowd. Right now at this moment, i must, without hesitation, try to find that thing out and make some changes. 
或许是因为天气太热了, 外套里的背心湿透, 发丝粘糊糊地沾在颈项; 或许是肚子饿的关系, 最后消化的物体是鸡饭, 早上六点进肚距离当时有十个小时左右; 或许是疲累的关系, 昨天熬夜不成只有清晨爬起来打拼, 加上零零碎碎的睡眠债, 叠成厚厚的黑眼圈; 或许纯粹想回家的关系, 爽身休息吃妈妈煮的饭和暖暖的汤; 或许烦恼着这星期天早上的绘画课, 如何从安邦赶回莎阿南教课, 烦恼着英文论文的题目, 烦恼如何赚钱(嘻嘻)善用时间做有意义的事和一切未知数; 或许不想随波逐流跟大众把时间消磨在没兴趣的活动里; 或许单纯想自己一个人独处一下; 或许只想排泄眼泪 
无奈. 我真的好幼稚, 好老土竟然哭-类似搏同情的烂招数 *刮巴掌 * 话说回来,不知从什么时候开始, 我成了个不折不扣的宅女, 不太懂得如何和人类沟通, 想说的话都习惯性地吞进肚子里. 我是个喜欢安静的冷血系动物, 不太能适应群体生活. 比较喜欢逃避去高山或森林里. 不应该不应该 *摇头*
无奈, 无奈, 无奈。
Name: See Yin